I have learned that all the planning in the world will not keep things from happening. Life changes and so does weather in Utah. But most of all, being a "self-diagnosed control-freak," it's time that I give up that control. Believing that God has a perfect and divine plan for me, He's now in charge! God will be the one to guide me to which church or mission to visit each weekend and continue until my pilgrimage is complete. What a sense of peace it is to just type that response, let alone live it.